unsatisfactoriness I

i will not make this crossroad a regret,
nor an ill-fitting memory
nor a something that could’ve been but didn’t happen and was left a nothing.
i will not leave you wondering.
i will leave you stricken (grief or otherwise), bare and lost, looking up,
but
not wondering,
or wandering,
or wanting,
or any iteration of unsatisfactoriness,
i will leave you knowing.
you will thank me later,
or you might not.