31 Jan 2011, 8:08pm
"Quirky Quotables"
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“I need to put roots down, to vote and make the difference that I can. The price that the immigrant willingly pays, and that the exile avoids, is the trauma of self-transformation.”- Bharati Mukherjee

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31 Jan 2011, 4:09pm
Artsy Fartsy Personal
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Grafitti and tagging in Galati


There is not much complete grafitti in Tiglina 1, 2 & 3. Most of it is tagging of names, there are some random mentions about steel I have trouble understanding, and there are sort of post-secret style confessions or obscenities. My favorite so far is probably “hardcore pornography” repeatedly all over a building. Necro is a prominent tagger as I see his name almost everywhere. I wonder if Necro is just one person or a group of people. The name always seems written in the same hand so I assume it is the same person.

There is one in the confession style that really made me stop for a second, it said “sunt un suflet fără trup”. Whoever this tagger was (or was it even a tagger? maybe just a soul floating about abandoned buildings), they definitely just explained everything I feel in 3 words – suflet fără trup.

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30 Jan 2011, 7:00am
ADVENTURE IS OUT THERE! Personal
by x



Home is a Taste

Coming here I definitely expected to come home in a way, and maybe I’ve been lacking that feeling because I’m not in Timisoara but I think overall there has been too much change. It’s like meeting up with an old old friend and realizing you’ve both changed and share no interests. (Probably because when you became friends your main interest was crayons) It’s something like that. The place has changed, I’ve changed, and I actually feel like a ridiculous tourist 24/7. Which, in my opinion, is a good thing. I’m actually really enjoying it.

But, I’ve had two moments that made me feel otherwise. One was on the way from Bucharest to Galatz, where I saw a swallow flying parallel to my double-decker train. I realize this is silly, because swallows live all over the world in many many climates and countries and environments. I remember drawing that distinct fork-tail sometime in Kindergarden. I remember seeing the swallows perched on powerlines in Georgia. I know my grandmother always put emphasis on them when I was a kid. There was some song about them we used to sing … regardless. I was surprised that a bird gave me an emotional response like that, but was the first moment I felt something more than just sitting on a train.

Secondly, the first moment I really relaxed is when I ordered a Shoarma mica. But trust me it was not mica. I sort of love that even Romanians have adopted the habit of making fast food really big and that even “small” (mica = small) portions are huge. Welcome to the modern world, Romania. The Shoarma was fantastic. (I’m using that spelling because that’s how it was written on the sign where I ordered)

Somewhere between those carbohydrates and protein chains was a real taste of home. They adorably prepared this in front of me. The meat was on a spic and the veggies in a little bar type area. After they cut some meat off for me, they put it in a shoarma wrap and microwaved it for me in front of me. No Shame! But we all know most small deli places in America use microwaves too, I just found it odd that they did it all in front of you. They were really clean. The shoarma cost me 5 lei. (=$1.59) There were cheaper food options like a Chicken Sandwich for 1 leu (=32 cents) but I have been craving a shoarma for 4 years.


The kitchen was called Golden Kitchen, and it was pretty packed. (I took this picture later in the evening when it died down a bit) The name made me chuckle because it reminded me of Chinatown type store names, Golden Dragon, etc. There was a lot of business for this place, lots of people coming in and out ordering sandwiches, burgers, schnitzele, etc. The person in front of me asked for “de toate” (‘everything’) on his sandwich and since I had no idea what to order I asked for “de toate” on my shoarma as well.

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29 Jan 2011, 2:36pm
Blah Blah Blah
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This is not the Romania I grew up in

oranges cost about the same as apples.
i called the customer service for my internet service provider and everything was fixed in less than half an hour.
people who check your ticket on trains are really polite and do their job well.
haven’t seen one beggar yet.

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28 Jan 2011, 7:43am
Nerdy Computer Stuff
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This is the free wi-fi internet I get in Romania

Hey, free is free. When I connect to the landline its much faster. I just don’t have a cable that’s long enough right now. And this speed is pretty good for most of the stuff I’m doing right now (blogging, emailing), but I doubt it’s good enough for Skyping.

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28 Jan 2011, 6:18am
ADVENTURE IS OUT THERE!
by x



I just started a small electrical fire in my grandmother’s apartment and short-circuited every plug in her house.

And she’s still really really happy I came. I think

So, who decided to plug in the one item she brought that needs a voltage converter? Noemi did. And then it started smoking. And smelling. And I kinda sat there staring at it (I blame sleep deprivation). Then I noticed none of the plugs in the house worked. Then I calmly freaked out.

NO WORRIES! Says Buna Meri. Just fix the swithboard thingy. I haven’t done it for 20 years but I’m sure it’s eaaaaaaaaaaaaaasy.

So, I had to deal with this communist-era switchboard where copper wires pop whenever you mess with the voltage (Hint: I messed with the voltage) so I basically wrapped copper wires around these ceramic tubes  and screwed them back in. (I had to remove the tin or lead caps with scissors, super ghetto.) Didn’t think it would work. Actually, it didn’t the first 5 times. But now it does.
I like how I said “call an electrician” first and my grandmother looked at me sort of blankly.

I hope I never have to do something like this again. I really really have learned my lesson about voltage.

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27 Jan 2011, 3:09pm
ADVENTURE IS OUT THERE!
by x



Best and Worst of the last 24 hours

Best

  1. Person on the flight next to me from LAX was deaf. He was cool. Of course, he let me know he was deaf AFTER he helped me stow my carry-on bag .. which had all my sign language books.
  2. I walked into a Links of London in London. Mind = Blown. Then I had a dream about it.
  3. The temperature in London. Crisp and Lovely.
  4. The temperature in Bucharest. Skull-crushingly cold .. but I love it! My pea-coat actually has a purpose now.
  5. Did not get felt up by the TSA, and all security went by pretty swimmingly. (exception: see below)
  6. Watched “Never Let Me Go” on the plane. Then slept 8 hours. It was awesome.
  7. Leeched some free internet at Heathrow for 10 minutes.

Worst

  1. Apparently my Cintiq looks really really suspicious. Please remove from your bag and scan again.
  2. I cried when my plane took off. Cause I’m a big sentimental baby.
  3. Flight across Europe was at night, so I couldn’t see much.
  4. Heathrow Airport, I will never forgive you. I hate your Terminal 5 organization. Too many stores, not enough gates. And they don’t tell you which gate your flight is until 10 minutes before boarding. And some gates take 20 minutes to reach.

Time to shower and head to Galati.

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26 Jan 2011, 6:20pm
Personal
by x



When the day breaks.


I remember the colors of dusk creeping up through the window, in my parents bedroom in Timisoara. Me and my brother were sitting in their bed talking about our new lives. I remember we talked about a few distinct things : Big Wal-Mart stores, Bananas year-round, and how big everything was gonna be in America. Similarly, we were both right and wrong. We were right at face-value, America is a really wealthy country, everything is HUGE here (cars, meals, women) it is really awesome and its definitely improved our quality of life. But we were wrong about the entire assumption of the conversation – that we were going to be happier. To this day, anyone that knows me knows that my fondest memories are growing up in Romania, the munte, my family’s cabin, and my grandparent’s village house. I guess that’s the funny thing with change. There is a huge rush of emotions and we immediately want to assign it values of “good” or “bad”. What if we let just things be? America didn’t hurt me. And Romania wasn’t the best childhood ever – it was just beautiful, simple, and innocent, as all childhoods are. I think everyone feels heartbreak when their childhood ends. Mine was different only that it was abrupt and unexpected and I can pinpoint the exact day it was gone. But the more people I meet the more I realize we all felt this in an excruciatingly similar way.

***

Every time my family would go on a roadtrip or something, we always left at dusk. I think it’s a good time to leave. Everything is calm, and quiet. You can’t really raise your voice. You feel focused. You’ve got a destination and a road and you just have to go. It’s not complicated or stressful at all.

You know how memories come rushing back when you hear a song or smell a certain scent? When I see the colors of the sky at daybreak, the same thing happens. All those emotions of the night I left Romania come back, the memories of road-trips come back, I remember the trip across the Southern US, and most of all I feel a strange calm of anticipation.

The last couple days have been nerve-wracking, but I feel like dusk has come. I’m ready to go. I’m so excited to see all of Romania, I’m excited to play in snow, I’m excited to embrace my grandmother. I want to see Constanta and Brancusi sculptures, go to a cenaclu, and photograph and videorecord everything.

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22 Jan 2011, 3:04pm
Personal Writing Kills.
by x



unsatisfactoriness I


i will not make this crossroad a regret,
nor an ill-fitting memory
nor a something that could’ve been but didn’t happen and was left a nothing.
i will not leave you wondering.
i will leave you stricken (grief or otherwise), bare and lost, looking up,
but
not wondering,
or wandering,
or wanting,
or any iteration of unsatisfactoriness,
i will leave you knowing.
you will thank me later,
or you might not.

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